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[16 Oct 2008|12:01pm]

its my birfday =]

i am two decades!!! word

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[07 Oct 2008|03:41pm]

so, i have my own place now =] well ... brooke, rachelle and i do. wo0o0ot.

=D! i am excited.i just need to figure out to get the rest of my shit here and to make the oven stop smelling, and what not but it will all be good. mhmm. and

on a serious note

facemaster5000. we need to figure something out michenkontrol. HA no....yeah..maybe

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[12 Aug 2008|12:51am]
i feel like a mess again.
like... i don't know.
its pretty stupid.

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[28 Jun 2008|07:48pm]
shit guys, i graduated.

now on to my apprenticeshipness on july 2nd, baby!

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[23 Jun 2008|12:19am]
fuck yeah baby, im graduating on june 25 and then i am doing my apprenticeship starting july 2 and then in class january.
fuck yeah

on a serious note.
....
facemaster5000 needs repairs, as do i. i dunno what to do with it anymore. no lies.
michenkontrol, help is needed.
facemaster5000 needs an upgrade.

(get on the floor)

[17 May 2008|11:33pm]
.....i am happy with life over-all
i am happy what happened.
thank you for being a bitch and trying to hurt me...or whatever you were trying to do
honestly, thank you.
=]

(get on the floor)

FUCKYOURCOUCH! [14 May 2008|10:28pm]
[ mood | .<333 ]

i found the truth behind your lies,
you're just a fake friend in disguise,
how dare you use me to get rich,
i used to think the world of you.

i've wasted all my time with you,
thinking that our friendship was true,
accusing me of doing wrong,
when you're the one who messed it all up.

i have just lost respect for you,
sadly you're still holding on,
why won't you just apologize?
i hope it burns you deep inside.

i used to fight to back you up,
i risked my life and spilled my guts,
you have no sense of loyalty
i guess you threw it all away.

i have just lost respect for you,
sadly you're still holding on,
now its time to say goodbye
why won't you just apologize?
i hope it burns you deep inside.

when i was down,
you just walked away,
you didn't even ask me if i was okay.

i have just lost respect for you,
sadly you're still holding on,
why won't you just apologize?
i hope it burns you deep inside.

(1 danced until they got no moreget on the floor)

[07 May 2008|02:41pm]
facemaster 5000

(get on the floor)

grape soda [01 May 2008|06:29pm]
i love it how you all started to talk about i left him.
leave me and the people i talk to out.
kinda..what do you call it..self centered and... immature i guess.
and you are the people who think you are soo mature.
you people make me sick to my stomach. you think to highly of yourselves and its pretty sad that you do. you only stick to those people you grew up with and never experiment with anyone new. its fun to make and meet new people. i have meet amazing people and im in away happy to be out of that group of doom. i love how you assume shit. i love it. cause it makes me laugh. cause....what do you do for a good time? exactly. i really could careless.
but on a serious note. it seemed like none of you really did like me. and....im.. hurt? i guess? well i should be but im not cause you fucking suck
since i left you.. i have more of a social life and god im not afraid to be myself anymore
oh and p.s.
just to make you people soo damn happy
im a slut. a whore. a mooch. self-centered....
i spread my legs for everything with two legs i think EVERYONE LOVES ME CAUSE IM SOOOOO AMAZING.
i like to be a peace keeper then talk shit behind everyones back cause i think no one will find out
im really not over you..so i will act like i am and that im having the TIME OF MY LIFE out and about
i feel like im 20 going on 54.
i am a fake
...am i missing anything else?


i love to fuck shit up
please, don't make me fuck your shit up

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[01 May 2008|05:05pm]
hahahahahahaha
I DON'T EVEN KNOW
and i LOVESSS it
.....
but kinda not really..
but i do!

(get on the floor)

[28 Apr 2008|01:51am]
to be honest with you
i never EVER thought you could be so mean.
ever
i never thought you'd sink so low.

(get on the floor)

[20 Apr 2008|11:42pm]
i am in such an amazing mood
haha

(2 danced until they got no moreget on the floor)

[15 Apr 2008|12:54am]
okay
i am fucking done with being nice
i tried, i fucking tried my best
but you
were the one who never tried.
i do want to be friends because it would be fucking stupid to throw it all away.
but no...
you have to be fucking difficult, and i will admit it hurts.
but whatever...i guess i will carry on cause im strong.
i guess you weren't aren't strong for us to be friends....

i will keep trying cause i really don't give up easy...but probably by the end of the week. we will see....and uhhh...
pess, stupidbeingfuckingdifficult.whycan'tyoujustbehappyistillwanttobefriendswithyouandnotbasicallydropyouoffthefaceoftheplanet?

AND IF SOMEONE I KNOW READS THIS
YOU ARE A HORRIBLE PERSON, you SNOOP
=]
thank you for your time.

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quotes of the moment [07 Apr 2008|03:57am]

I`m a slut cause I`ll wear shorts & a tanktop
I`m anorexic cause I eat as much as I want & don`t gain weight
I`m a bitch cause I don`t let you push me around
I'm a liar cause I won't tell you everything
I'm stupid cause sometimes I'm wrong
I'm ugly cause my face isn't perfect
I'm a whore cause I like boys
I'm annoying cause I'm not chill enough
I'm a loser cause I'm not friends with your group
I use people cause I do what's best for me
I'm fake cause most of the time I'm happy
I'm weird cause I'm not like you
I'm controlling cause I get mad sometimes
I'm clingy cause I like to be around people
I'm greedy cause I like to be satisfied
I'm neive cause I'm younger than you
I'm conceited cause I'm proud of who I am
I'm rude cause my manners aren't perfect
I'm unnapreciative cause I don't praise you
Don't try to tell me who I am cause I already know.



i guess i cant really say i know you too well
but since the day i met you
you've meant something big to me



"as the seasons change, people you thought you knew, slowly start to prove
that you don’t know a god damn thing about them, and I’ve come to realize
that it's not necessarily a bad thing.."





Life is like a game of tetris. Sometimes you get pieces you don't
need or you don't get the "stick" you need to clear. Sometimes
your score isn't high enough and you have to start over.
Sometimes you get extra rows that you dont need and it builds
up. And sometimes, you just wonder where the hell you went wrong.


I think the world really boils down to two types of people:
those who see shapes in cloud formations,
and those who just see clouds.





In the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take,
the relationships we were afraid to have and the
decisions we waited too long to make





have you ever noticed when you're drunk at a party
and you ask where the bathroom is,
it always seems to be far away?
like, “go up those stairs, down the hallway,
get in the mining cart, it'll take you under the earth's crust.
keep going until you see two doors
(make sure you’ve passed the fire-breathing dragon).
don't go in the one on the left, it'll blow up.
we need to fix that. it's on your right.





to tell you the truth,
she still wonders how it ended up this way.




And if one day, you realize that we havent talked in a while,
just remember that it was you that pushed me away.





You know someone is a true friend when you are about to break down & cry,
and they say the stupidest, most random thing just to see you smile.





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[01 Apr 2008|02:54am]
i feel like im gonna be ill
....everywhere

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[22 Mar 2008|05:38pm]
woah
thingsareforsurelyeffedup

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[12 Mar 2008|04:15am]
holy shit
i can't sleep
im thinking to much of bullshit and getting myself to fucked in the head.
fuckinghell

(get on the floor)

[10 Mar 2008|05:36am]
[ mood | confused ]

so, im moving...again.
new start
i'm  going to pay off everything i need to pay off and/or back
then a possible road trip in the works.

feelings are fucked up
i'm over him
extremely, since day ... i dunno just over it.

but..now what the fuck to do with scooby doo. serious!
-insert sigh-
shit will be sorted out soon enough. i do have control over what happens, but then again i don't. which i have to learn soon.
so
BRING IT


(get on the floor)

[03 Mar 2008|02:52am]
so,
it's over between me and him

but on a serious note

YAHHH TRICK YAHHH

(get on the floor)

[12 Feb 2008|02:27am]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

uhhh
i love the feeling when doctors look at you and are like...i don't know what is wrong.
AMAZING.
i think...
i should go on House.
end.

(get on the floor)

[07 Feb 2008|09:51am]
i hurt
asgdhasgds
im tired...nappy

(2 danced until they got no moreget on the floor)

[22 Jan 2008|04:51am]
i  want to do something productive but i dunno what....
hm

(get on the floor)

[21 Jan 2008|04:37am]
suup
i have my nails did
i dids them, && as did lauen.


ireally have to pee.
and.. sleep
so uhh
peaceouthomie

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[04 Jan 2008|08:53pm]
 uhhhh
i have goals for the year..
yup..
many,,

(1 danced until they got no moreget on the floor)

*bounces* [14 Dec 2007|03:38am]
We've gotta hold on
To what we've got
It doesn't make a difference if we make it or not
We've got each other
And that's a lot
For love, we'll give it a shot

Oh
they're halfway there
Oh
living on a prayer
Take my hand , we'll make it I swear
Oh
living on a prayer

(get on the floor)

[18 Nov 2007|09:53am]
i don't know anymore.
hm
i need to post more on this...
evenytually

(get on the floor)

[10 Sep 2007|12:35am]
 erection

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WEEE [27 May 2007|04:26pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

"omg you know how many babies would be made here?"
"what?!"
"if everyone just randomly starts having sex...a massive orgy. the random few left out"

i saw fall out boy, + 44, cobra starship, the academy is.., && Paul Wall.
it was pretty rad.
Travis is hot. we could see his stomach. it was hot. Pete Wentz was hot...he stripped. he was hot.
i went with Brooke && her cousin.
there was a sketchy guy when we were coming home...very scary.
Travis was hot...was Pete Wentz.


so0o0o0 im moving. and i think i found a place....im checking it out in 15 minutes.....they said i can come anytime before 6. so score. its 660 a month plus utlities, which is a negative. i like the area were it is..and i can have a kittie. i hope i like it, and there is nothing wrong and shit. meh.

my allergies will be the death of me.

(get on the floor)

[23 May 2007|03:42pm]

overnight..will be the death of me.

serious.


im getting soo annoyed with ....
im gonna punch someone in the face.



OTHER NEWS
a week until i find out results of my catscan!! [sp?]

next week i get a MRI i think, something with letters

(get on the floor)

[02 May 2007|07:04pm]
Got up on the wrong side of life today yeah
Crashed the car and I'm gonna be really late
My phone doesn't work cause it's out of range
Looks like it's just one of those kind of days
You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground
No you can't cause you couldn't catch me anyhow
Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out no
Today it's like I'm under a heavy cloud

And I feel so alive
I can't help myself, don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

So So is how I'm doing if you're wondering
I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning
Stay there come closer it's at your own risk
Yeah you know how it is life can be a bitch

But I feel so alive
I can't help myself, don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

Runaway runaway...

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

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